he'll never know what i want for christmas is right in front of him.
*stop the pot*
*stop the cigarrets*
*actually care*
But he'll never know its that simple, that easy to make me happy.
♥ Ari

so my dad is being a jerk. he seems to be mad at me because i didn't do the dishes monday morning. oh and i didn't properly clean out the fridge. so consequentially james couldn't spend the night, i was crying my eyes out going up the hill cuz i didn't know what i'd done wrong, cried my eyes out at his house cuz i told them what was going on, and ( Read more... )

So nothing is new in Ari's world. Just going to be going home again....am at LaLa's house right now, and have been since yesterday. We went bowling for 2 hours last night. And today I just got the spuratic need to go skating at Oaks Park, because well...I don't have ANYTHING to do tonight, and James will be at Brooks' house tonight, which means his ( Read more... )

Someone please help me. I can't stand it at my house. Its a living hell hole. Two days ago I got in trouble for not having the phone number to my brother's friends' house. I'll probably go home to two sinkfulls of dishes tonight after being home for all of 5 min yesterday out of the whole weekend. Its bullshit. Oh and I start a job at Mcdonalds ( Read more... )

i hate it in this shit hole. i'm sick of being told that my brother and sister wish i'd die. i'm sick of being yelled at cuz my mom forgot a hair tie. i'm sick of it. tired of being yelled at for burning a cd i was told i could burn. tired of wasting all my school days off babysitting my little brother and sister who don't even like me. i'm tired ( Read more... )

How can something soo beautiful just go away? Word from higher grounds says that we may not have school tomorrow as some people woke up with inches of snow today. I know that at my house (240 somethin feet) we had snow 2x today...and it stuck both times. If I'm locked in this hell hole again tomorrow I'll be pissed. I'm tired of being home. I need ( Read more... )

wow brian. you figured it out. i'm soo proud of you. no i don't always want to be here. don't ask me how i'm always so happy and cheery at school. cuz well...yeah. have you read the poem i wrote "A simple Task"? cuz if not then you need to...its on my blog on my myspace....one of the first things i put in there. wrote it almost a year ago. i'm not ( Read more... )

Standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home
(from the song My Own by Three Days Grace)

Sometimes I do feel like I'm standing on my own. Like maybe I'm not enough for people. What am I talking about? I'm not enough for anyone. maybe i'm just being emotional. maybe i' ( Read more... )

I can't stand it here! I'm so worried that I'll get too small. I lost 6 lbs in this trimester. 6!! That is a LOT for someone my height. I'm only 5 foot 3, and I weighed 128 at the beginning of the trimester...and now here I am at the end and I weigh 122. I figured I'd end up gaining muscle mass...and not losing weight! To make matters worse, James ( Read more... )

well since no one really uses livejournal anymore no one but the few I tell about this will know what I feel. I swear I'm addicted to James. I know that sounds really weird to say, but I just spent the freggin weekend with him, and I still can't stop thinking about him. I don't want to be home, I don't want to go to school...I just want to be with ( Read more... )