so wow... its been a really long time since ive done this .... and so much has changed, yet so much hasnt ... i just split up with rob ... so lets count that ... it's been a little over two years since we first got together ... we were actually engaged but well, it doesn't always work out and i was not very happy so there's not much of a point in ( Read more... )

ok.... so it's been a while ... so much has changed .... ive been dating rob ... wasn't planning on getting into ne thing so soon but ehhh , shit happens .... im living with him now so it's kinda hard to get to a computer ... we don't have one ... i got a full time job at home depot .. it's nice ... i like it a lot ... im only a cashier right now ( Read more... )

so things are crappy right now ... not really a big surprise ... i keep trying to tell myself that if i grunt it out things will get better, but sometimes i don't believe that .... i managed to get my car back ... i struck a deal with my parents that if i worked at my stepdad's office on mon and wed then they would cover my car pmt and insurance ( Read more... )

wo hooo ... now im getting 20 hours instead of 17 .... now i'll really be able to get back on my feet! ... it's starting to get upsetting ... eh ... two more weeks and well see .... ne ways ... two good things though ... i managed to get a scholorship to take a couple classes ... and a ride ... acting for film .. which is a new class so it could go ( Read more... )

been bored out of my mind this weekend .... dave thought it would be cool to give me sat and sun off ... and it sounded cool ... but then i realized that it didn't matter cause i don't really have anywhere to go .... i finally got my bk shelves from my parents house so i can pull all of my papers out of boxes .... its kinda funny how i bitched ( Read more... )

it's been a while ... i haven't been in the writing type of mood for quite some time ... but thats changed ... i've been doing a lot of it as of late and realized that even if i put to words how my day was it helps .. goes back to that stream of conciousness shit that my lit prof used to blab about ... thought he was bullshitting, but he was right ( Read more... )

im not gonna take the time to go into everthing right now (cause i want to play pool grrrr) but this whole nick thing has been tripping me out ... not the oldschool nick that i was (and cant figure out if i still am or not) in love with but the new toy that ive been keeping around as of late .... he's been fucking with me and a friend of mine and ( Read more... )

i hate my job .... i hate my boytoy .... i hate my family ... i hate this house ... i hate this town ... i hate this state ... but mostly i hate feeling this way

wow .... it has been sooo long since ive even looked at this thing .... that what i get for living in a black hole .... so much has changed ...

for a small society that claims to be open to people with their own way of dress, ideas and way of life it's amazing how many people in denton criticize those who do just that