I suppose I could start using this again.

Here goes nothing.

I've been having panic attacks lately, and have diagnosed myself with social anxiety.

I cut all my hair off.
People asked me why I did it,
and I couldn't answer them.
I wanted to.
But couldn't.

I think I wanted to do it to show I wasn't afraid to.
I wanted to embrace my face,
and not hide behind my hair.

I'm pleased.

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I hope I can make a change for the better.

I used to have morals growing up.
Detesting everyone who smoked, drank, or did drugs.
I used to be strong.

I don't know what happened.

I want my morals back.

I over drank last night, when I told myself I'd stop.

I'm ready to make a change today.

Start over and start living.

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