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[the___stability]

I've only not had it for 5 days and already I want it back. I want all of it back. I want him back. I want my relationship back. I don't want it to be over. I don't like waking up in the morning and recollecting my horrid dreams from the previous night. I don't like being on my own. I don't like not having someone to call late at night. I don't

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[nudeasthenewss]

it is hard and it keeps getting harder and harder until finaly one day you feel better and you feel like you've got time, and time then suddenly is your best friend because it offers all of these possibilities and changes and hopefuly love, always hopefuly love, and then you wake up like me today and realize that you can't be friends with time anymore because time has gone by and has left you and it's just you and him now and it's harder than it ever was before. but the real truth is, you keep living. and i understand how hard it is to live present when all you want back is the impossible. and we're going to get lunch right now. and i think this is the longest comment i've ever written, ever. and well, i love you. and you can escape to me because i still think you're incredible.