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Hey,
Me thinks I might be able to score a job by Monday or so of next week. Me also really, really does not want to work there. However, amidst the insanity, me realizes that I'm in no position to be picky.
Seriously, though, this sucks SOOOOO much. Instead of moving up in life, I keep falling further.
Unbelievable. WTF did I go to school for? I don' ( Read more... ) -
59
Hey,
has my heart fallen asleep?
have the anthills of my dreams stopped building,
the waterfall of the mind frozen,
icicles turning empty,
with only a shadow inside?
no, it can't be.
my heart is not asleep.
it is awake--wide awake and wide open,
not asleep. not dreaming.
its eyes as open as a flower in full bloom,
watching the signals in the distance,
waiting ( Read more... ) -
58
Hey,
I am feeling a bit better now. I think I am starting to come down from the shock. At least, I hope so.
If anything, I was finally able to get some sleep. I must have been awake for nearly 48 hours, bloodshot eyes and all. It was awful. Every time I tried to go to sleep, I'd relive that crushing scenario again, and I'd "wake" up, short of breath ( Read more... ) -
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Hey,
I have a lot on my mind tonight. I've actually been carrying this immense load around for some days now, and my apparent inability to express myself face to face with another is of no help. Truth be told, I am very scared. Shaken. And in need of a hug.
I can't narrate what has happened. I am not ready. Instead, I write this:
it's 4:37 am
i am ( Read more... ) -
55
Hey,
There is something that has been haunting the back of my mind ever since last Sunday.
Lupita called me on Sunday evening. She sounded rather distressed. After some idle chat about nothing, she started to cry. Again. I felt bad because she is such a sweet girl, and I really hate to see her so depressed. I also felt bad because I didn't feel in a ( Read more... ) -
54
Hey,
Did you all have a good Halloween?
Mine was alright. The candy was good.
What was the best, though, was trying to watch Black Knight with a very drunk Rosanna, last night. Haha. At one point, she started talking to herself in the restroom. I have no idea what she was saying, but it sounded funny.
She also revealed some secrets, about F, which were ( Read more... ) -
53
Hey,
I am really angry right now.
Orangutan. Ape. Dyke. Bitch. Slut. Motherfucking-ass-sucking whore. I'm going to peel her skin off and set her on fire. If anything I'll be doing that ugly cunt a favor.
Ass wipes.
Fuck you, pinky.
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Hey,
I'll do quizzes tomorrow.
I have a lot on my mind right now. So much, in fact, that I'm finding it difficult to write down. I feel like hundreds of thoughts are floating through my brain, running into each other, and giving me a headache. I know there is one thing in particular that is bothering me the most--because it always is that way with me ( Read more... ) -
51
Hey,
I'd like to be under the sea...in an octopus' garden, in the shade.
Haha. Aww, Ringo is so funny. ♥
Anyway, I'm going to write a menagerie of entries today, because I feel like it. Amongst the mundane and trivialities, there should be something meaningful (to me, by all means) that I've been meaning to pen down.
To start, I will do quizzes and ( Read more... ) -
50
Hey,
Man, it's already 11.30. Crap. I have a lot to write about--a lot, a lot. Unfortunately, I'm really, really exhausted. Not only that, but I am sleepy, too. I didn't get much sleep over the weekend, and I did quite a bit of driving, also, so I'm kind of beat.
I do have to say, though, that today wasn't all that of an eventful day. If anything, I ( Read more... )