SO i bombed my audition to queens college music program.... and i think i relized thats it for me i dont really think i wanna do it.  i would waste another year getting better to be good enough to start. NOT WORTH IT.

Im thinking about either sticking it out getting the excersize science major maybe phys ed. or going to nassua community.
WHO KNOWS. ( Read more... )

 I often look at movies or tv and compare myself.  I think ive always done this its helped me relize what i need to do in life sometimes, its made me who i am.  I just finished up watching goodwill hunting again, kinda realized alittle about myself.  I dont care about what my job is in life i mean money would be nice but just living happy doing ( Read more... )

Im happy i kept this thing and the other, its nice to see my past and know when certain things happen.  I can now with an older and wiser mind see my past self in parts and realize new things about myself.

I am going to try to restart this or maybe make something new altogether for now im going to write here.
This is mostly for me and maybe for some ( Read more... )

Its good to be enlightened

Life goes easy on me
Most of the time

The revolution has come.