do you ever get the feeling that no one will care if you are gone? wel besides your work? i mean, yea i have friends that see me all the time because im always making the effort to go to their place and crap like that, but every once in a while its like... why the hell am i doing this??? i mean do i really want to go somewhere to chill??? why cant ( Read more... )

this is just cause im bored... ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ok, now thats done... UMBUGER!!!!! WINDOW!!!! MOOSE!!!!!! alright... now... i hate my mind (pokes at head and says i hate you). i want to be single, but i want a girlfriend, or a one night stand, or someone i can think about. john dont say shit about it. kim, dont say sorry, cause thats not gonna ( Read more... )

blah. that is how im starting all this crap now. this is to the one know one knows about, i am sorry for all the crap you are being put through, but this is what i am right now. it's up to you to take it or leave it. im not asking you to stay, but im not telling you to go, its alllllllll up to you. now to everyone else... ha ha. matt is going to be ( Read more... )

well, i just want to let everyone know, even if you dont care, i broke up with jenn. we will try to be friends, but i dont know if it will work very well. if you want to know what i said, well too bad!. that is all as of right now...

well, i will let you know why... as of tonight, jenn and i have had quite a few fights just within the last week. they have all mainly been about the same damn thing... seriously, if this thing keeps up, then its not gonna work between us, and i will end it. right now its not too bad, but if this keeps happening through the month, then i will end ( Read more... )

well, that was fun... i do have to say, even though she destroyed everything that was already destroyed, and just a few more things, it did actually go pretty good. i mean, matt and i sat outside for a few hours and watched the transformers blowing up, which was really cool. so then news is out... matt is staying at johns now, and i may be moving ( Read more... )

hey, ok, im writing this cause i got home from temple a while ago and im going back tomorrow for another service or 2. one upside is that im getting a haircut tomorrow. my damn cat wont shut up and its really pissing me off. i want to throw him out, but he has stitches on his tail, so yea. but besides that, im peachey. ummm.... yea, jenn and i are ( Read more... )

ko, this is just so that i dont keep it on my mind any longer. lets see..... all the crap that is on my mind.... well, first and foremost, the ticket that i had, is now getting taken care of. i just put it on credit, so there is some more money i have to worry about. the tab with john is still at about 500. i have a good 700 with my mom. and then, ( Read more... )

ok, lets see whats new.... ummm, i played raquet ball for the first time in months. i almost died!!!! matt got me some more magic cards, and we played a few games the other day. i got my ass handed to me 3 out of 5 times. oh, i dont feel like going into a hole anymore, i want to just drive away from it all, but i want to take jenn with me, and ( Read more... )

well, lets see... ive been sitting here, reading someones journal, and i didnt expect it to be so nice. i thot it was gonna hurt, but really, it showed that they cared. wow...i really feel like shit... i hope ppl dont take this the wrong way, but i really wish that i wouldve done better in school when i was in middle school. cause i would have ( Read more... )