whoa, scrolling words. how'd you do that?? that is cool!!!

all my prayers go to my friend Stephanie. she lost her brother last night due to cancer. he was 26. i love you Stephaine and just know that ill always be here for you.

<3 Ryan

i love how things work out. its for the best. some people just arent meant to be my friends. may take a while but the weeding out process has begun. so fuck all the fuckers.

"underneath it all, you werent pretty in my eyes. just a ghost like shadow with really ugly insides."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

it was great.

and he said... "i dont want to leave"

and she said... "so dont. stay here with me and we'll start a jazz band"

( ryan and katy's cyber adventure )

tonight has been quite pleasant. had a wonderful conversation with someone certainly special. some upside down pizza in the oven. Lion King on Sega. its beenn all in all a really good day.

1:00 and no later.

its raining. thousands upon thousands of things are runnin through my head. everything will change. should change at least. moving out of here. away from everything. not too far though, 28. nicer apartment. less parties. all that good stuff. we are moving on the 17th. i have to go to the big AL to get some stuff from my dad. new ( Read more... )

so things have been reallllllllly weird since about Christmas. things were good for a while and then it all just got really fucked up after one night. (dont know why... i was too drunk to really comprehend) immmma slut. supposedly. and a molester. im racking up in the gossip news. kevin is moving in with us in Feb. we are moving to a 3 ( Read more... )

christmas christmas christmas. its been an intresting holiday. i didnt get to go home and see the family but thats ok. i had some good people to spend it with. besides, its better than being in jail. got to talk to everyone that was at my grandparents. are you sad???? no.... but yeah oh well ( Read more... )