where do i even start? i guess i'll get the crappy part out of the way first. i'm just really pissed at my parents latley for being so negative towards me. they act like i'm fucking up everyones schedule. They don't give a shit that i've been working my ass off at my job. I've been making a lot of sacrifices. and they don't even care. they're not ( Read more... )

i'm know we're all familiar with how lame and sappy i am but i'm just going to go ahead and say this ( Read more... )

i am SO SICK of ROACHES. yeah you know... the ones that are the size of the palm of my hand and crawl all crazy all over the wall. yeah THOSE ONES. as well as crickets and mice ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggrgrgrarrgagrgarggagrgrgrrgrgagrgrrg ( Read more... )

Great Sunday. i so have a story to tell, but i reallt want to keep it to myself. the only person i'll really tell will be syd when she gets back. haha even tonight so many of my stories had her in them! I miss ya G/F!
tonight was one of the coolest things in quite a while.
:)

Edit(08-04-05): Ew j/k forget it.

If you aren't friends with me on myspace you probably havn't seen this yet..
( about G.p. )

i've been feeling loney all week. and unwanted. but we know how i get.. damn mood influenced by female hormones.
i havn't been so busy this week but it's been all about work mostly.
i don't want to feel lonely over the weekend, if you see me be sweet please.

Fortune cookies suck, boys make me want to puke, my amazing friends and booze make me happy, best friends are well the fucking best, i can't stay mad at fucking Ian but thats okay coz this is the most i've been laughing so often in a while. ♥i love this
despite lack of money(hah)

yesterday was supposed to be fun but it sucked ( Read more... )

last night was good but only last night was good. thinking about last night is horrible. and thinking of nights and days to come is horrible. forgive me, it's taking me longer to find that kind of happiness in someone else. i can't make it. never could. and i can't pretend, and he's not pretending. i don't care if he doesn't even have a real thing ( Read more... )