( nyquil )

what can i even say about anything going on recently??

i want a new job
i want a new place of living
i want to get up and go.

but most of all i want the newest editition to stick around. it's been nice.

Follow up to this morning's cool post.

So i didn't sleep at all last night or this morning. I got up when i needed to and went straight to the apartment complex. It was nothing but problem from the beggining. I am a you girl, i look foolish and easy to anyone. They tried and tried all different ways to make me stay and tell me they could in no ( Read more... )

This is going so bad in comparison to how it was going just minutes before i got that phone call from the woman at the apartments saying the apartment i have is the one i'd never seen. And why? why the fuck would this go so well only to stab me in the back? why were my hopes up so high and now i have to fight for something that i thought was ( Read more... )

I'm almost always smitten with just the ideas alone. Always the flower girl never the bride.

Started the new year off beutifully or sorta. It was deffinately a great party and spent surrounded by people i like to be around most. Minus maria, micheal and evita because the were, sadly, elsewhere ( Read more... )

The other day my granpda told us a story about a girl with a cock-eye who used to give him pedicures...... he first refered to the eye as a "friendly eye" and talked about her purposely tickling his feet and how funny it was. It was the most bazarre story i have ever heard from him. i loved it ( Read more... )

my stepfather trying to be the big man, trying to over power the thoughts and opinions of my grandpa, the arguing... the ridiculous and pointless fight picking..

yup, looks like a holiday..

I'm calling to have the flowers sent tomorrow morning. The funeral was on saturday and with everything else going on i'm a little behind. Many of you know or at least know of Chelsea, my best friend from CA. Her mom passed away last week from breast cancer. i just can't seem get the right things through here. I wish i could have gone to the funeral ( Read more... )

i've forgotten how to go to sleep.