Tonight i watched christina agulara do a small concert on tv for promoting her new album. there was one song she explained was about her mother and her having the strength to get them out of their abusive home. and i was thinking how my mom would feel if she had seen this. i know she'd feel horrible and like a failure because nothing really changed ( Read more... )

I have been avoiding this subject longer than any other. of all my problems and shit in my life this is the one i have the hardest talking about ( Read more... )

August always makes me nervous.

patters ( Read more... )

i don't think i'm even treating myself right these days. I'm so sick of men right now. i've never been a "man hater" kind of girl but right now they can all go fall off a cliff.

It seems like each week i have more and more trouble sleeping. usually it's because of spending my time in arlington. if i'm not spending the night there and not going to sleep till sometime in the late morning, i'm driving back very late at night and not going to sleep till sometime in the early morning ( Read more... )

i'm supposed to win the lottery this weekend
and that damn well better happen.

i feel it's for my own good to keep up with my horoscope. it's always been accurate whether i like it or not.
and it just never seems to miss.

MarchBrilliant ideas will come to the surface as the month begins, Virgo. You'll find practical solutions that you never would have considered normally. That's because you will be seeing things from a ( Read more... )

Once someone asked me what i wanted to do in life ( Read more... )

even happiness is pain. aight?