last night was probably the best i've had in a while. went to waffle house, got some blueberry waffles with whipped cream. they owned my stomach though, didn't think two would be that filling but they were. then me and carrie came back here, devin was gone for the night) we watched some dave chappelle and the grudge. shes so freaking beautiful, and ( Read more... )

met a new girl down here, shes so awesome and beautiful. going to see exorcism or emily rose tonight, cant wait, then who knows what after, probably just talk for a long while.

went home for the first time on friday. it was awesome, me j boo and gj hung out on friday night which turned out to be pretty fun. the next day i went back over to gj's to record our songs, we are so effin good its not even funny, someone please sign us. hopefully he can get it on his comp somehow because we recorded on video. went back to the ( Read more... )

life, sucks, right, now, dont even know what to think anymore, why can't i just stop thinking about it, her, is it because i want it all back or is it becuase im so hurt, both i guess, we've had our moments, there was something there, and i miss it so bad, she can have whatever it is she wants right now, if it makes her happy, then go with it i ( Read more... )

things have been very weird lately. heather. mainly. this past week has brought a lot of feeling back into me, feelings like forgiveness, love, hate, loneliness, and hope. lots of things happened, and i think we both know what we want, its inevitable.

i wont lie, i do miss her, new place new people, makes me remember what was so close to me, i have no clue whats going to happen.

so ya, why am i writing in this thing again... anyway, ray and gj decided to have a little going away hang out thing for me, had to wait till like 2:00 in the morning for nicole's peeps to leave then me and gj headed over, ray got me some tripple blacks and apple smornoffs, what a generous guy. i had 4 of em which is the most i've drank in a long ( Read more... )

its over........not really a point to this fucking gay live journal shit anymore. cry cry sad sad boohoo and all that other shit.....peace.

well, im off to michigan, two weeks of nothing but boredom, hopefully i can make it through the first week and the second week a lot of my family is coming up. it will be good to spend time with them, heathers isn' going, i guess i understand her point. things in my life have been rocky lately, probably the rockiest its ever been. but i guess i ( Read more... )

i've been so bored over this past week or so, can't stand this anymore.