Every day is a countdown, every day brings me one step closer to everything i want, and one step closer to what I will never, ever, be able to take. I want to freeze, June 17th. I'll have my 6 months. School will be out. Victoria will be here. And I will have you. And I will hold you. And I will kiss you.

1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the ( Read more... )

It's like losng the most preciosu thing in the world

As I read Merediths response to my comment about Starbucks, somethign very very sinister hit me. Starbucks MUST be putting some sort of drug into their coffee. Think about it. On some level, coffee IS just coffee. SO why does Starbucls require 17 differnt places per area code? DRUGS, thats why. they can take someone with perfectly good taste buds ( Read more... )

Some people just make me HAPPY. 217 has always been one of those people. I just love hanging out with her. Sure, we have our problems, and half teh time we take our crap out on each other, but its really only cause we know that we can. Kind of silly in that way, but whatever ( Read more... )

Soccer is Jesus. Or so at least I'm lead to believe. Well, let me get that straight, my sisters soccer is Jesus. Over the course of the last few years, my sister has been playing on the A team for Lake Oswego Soccer Club. They are DAMN good, and easily the best girls soccer team I've ever seen for her age, hands down. Soccer requires 2 things. 1. ( Read more... )

Even before I was religious at all, before I would even ADMIT to THINKING about a higher power, I would still always seem to find God. Well, I found something different, something so sweet and pure that it hardly seemed possible that it was from this world. I found it inside music-music so pure and sweet that the feeling I took away was ( Read more... )

I am so far from being perfect. I have so many flaws, so many shortcoming, so many places where I fall short. I could sit here and make you a list of all the reasons I'm a terrible person, but it would be so long, the attractiveness of reading it all would rank JUST under watching a rerun on C-Span 2:Book Talk. I am well aware of these shortcoming ( Read more... )

This is the poem I submitted to reflections. Comments, quips, and criticism are encouraged, even is its harsh criticism ( Read more... )

Holy CRAP. I'm growing UP. I can do all those things I used to wish I could do. I can stay out until 11:30 on a school night. I can not do my homework, I can not go to bed until three A.M. I can eat whatever I want, I can DRIVE AND GET whatever I want. I can buy things I want, even if they're stupid. I don't have to be nice. I can be a jerk. I can ( Read more... )