Mayefete was sweet. we got second, badass. Lesliy Byerly makes me so happy i could shout. Jesse Kremer makes mme so happy I could sing. Im really confused. I think its time to step out of the game. Nothing makes sense to me anymore, to much confusion, and I just keep getting hurt. And something is always wrong. So I'm removing my name, and blacking ( Read more... )

Life is suffering
Suffering is Pain
Pain is Beautiful

Life is Beautiful

I love life, i love the world, I love looking at things that you never normally notice, I love wet grass in the morning, I love taking off my socks, i love putting on my socks, I love walking home in the sun, I love driving home in the sun, I love driving with my windows open, I love playing my music too loud, I love dresing like a punk and acting ( Read more... )

You make my eeys light up, my heart melt, and my spirit sing. You make me remeber what it means to live, and you create in me the most everlasting sense of peace and perfection. Beauty is not a word to describe what you are, nor do metaphors capture the essence of you. Dawns light, and overblown words about the sunrise could never do you justice. ( Read more... )

I'm on fire for Jesus, and there's nothing you can do about it.

I'm listening to him right now. Badass. The smallest things can make your day, it's really kind of nice. I know this sounds really weird, but one person saying something of no consequence to me made my day yesterday. It was just the acknowlegdment, and it was so postitive and unexpected, that it made me really happy. You never know whos day your ( Read more... )

I kind if wish I was a junior and could go to prom. It seems like its a really cool dance, buuuuuut I guess I've got to wait my turn. Especialyl cuz im not cool like 217 and have way cool seniors ask me. But then again, I'm not smokin` hot and quick as a whip, with brutal sarcasm and a smile that will make you melt ( Read more... )

It's beautiful outside, and I am quite joyous. Its weird. I'm not all that happy, some would go so far as to say Im unhappy, but I am joyous. Interesting. It would be nice if some things in my life couls straighten themselves out, but nomatter what something will always be crooked, nothing you can do about that ( Read more... )

I have a killer headache, and have had one for the better part of the day. I am restless and anxious, hot, hyper, and generally uncomfortable. My grades are out of control, my social life is out of control, I'm out of control. I was an asshole to 217 today. Thats not cool. No, not cool at all ( Read more... )

I do NOT have malaria. Yet this seemingly simple fact seems to escape the kind people of the Red Cross. I have also never hired anyone for sex, have not had sex with a man, or have any sort of HIV/AIDS ( Read more... )