I wish I had more time to post, but I'm at work. I'm feeling philosophical. I also feel really gross. I've been eating too much shit lately, I really need to get back to the gym.

I was telling Lauren and Danielle about my dating history. My history with Mark made me feel guilty. Also, I guess Kendall has tried to get with every girl at work, ( Read more... )

I'm an idiot -_-

So, I'm starting some coffee and while I'm waiting for it to brew, I was admiring my plants. I just bought a sundew at the fair- its a plant that uses glue to catch bugs and absorb their bodily juices... Yum. Lol. Anyway, I'm thinking to myself what a cool gift something like this would be for my lil macabre friend, Jess, when I ( Read more... )

I'm eager for my gram to die. I'm such a bad person. I really want this to be all over, for my psychotic aunt to leave and never come back.

The girls in my class are pissing me off. That may be my tired, crankiness talking, but they all seem to be acting like whiney little brats tonight. They're always whiney, but I can't tolerate it tonight.

I' ( Read more... )

Visiting Gram at the nursing home. I was really hoping we wouldn't be here that long, but Gram threw up so we've stayed to make sure she's ok. We're talking about health issues and Dad's telling some visitors about his issues. Unfortunately, I have a lot of the same problems and I'm starting to worry. It's bad enough I'm showing signs of ( Read more... )

Even my "failure" post failed to upload- oh, the irony.

I'm so frustrated with myself, I'm never gonna amount to anything. I have no money, no skills, no company.... I hate weddings, I always feel bad about myself afterwards.

In summary, I skipped school on Thursday because I was really tired- which means no skills. Decided not to go to Carlisle so ( Read more... )

Failure.

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I'm going to be posting a lot for awhile. I need to tell someone what's going on in my life if I'm ever gonna get myself outta my head and into the real world. I don't expect anyone to respond, just let me tell my stories to another human being...

I'm feeling a bit better since this morning. I've decided to apologize to Miss Sandy when I go to ( Read more... )

First post with the iPhone, so please forgive any typos.

Things are looking much better nowadays. Jen is still divorcing Ryan, but things have settled down a lot in the last month. I've been busy with school and work.

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