I don't expect a solution, nor do I want questions. All I want to do is analyze, know, maybe be ahead of the game.

I feel sick. I am sick. I'm loosing my voice, and the nly way to get itback is when I cough. Customers don't like coughing. It get's them nervous. I would be too. It's been two weeks when I started getting this cold. Thats when I started working back at Steak n Shake. Oh yeah, I never told you? I'm back... I think I'm going back to my old habits of ( Read more... )

Yesterday, RJ sent me a long reply on fb apologizing and telling me that he finally understands why we broke up. I didn't want an apology, I just wanted him to know why things had to be the way they are. His realization came to him while seeing a relationship of a close friends of ours crumble. I wouldn't necessarily say our relationship was ( Read more... )

I just want an answer, someone just please tell me. What is my purpose? What should I do in life, in my future.

I'm a stalker. 
Truly, I am.

I'm a stone
They whisper, I know this
No heart, no brain, no face
Why ask when you know
A quiet plague, it storms
Not a thing is done
We've done all we can
It's your fault
STOP
I'm water
What forms me, I know not
My heart, my brain, my face
Don't speak, it shall be told
By ocean or stream
I breathe in oxygen
Taken breath of all you can
Take in fault

If I was stuck on an island for a year by myself, I would be content ( Read more... )

What the fuck have I done.

I can't remember the last time i felt real.

I think I'm going to start using this again. After all, this is a JOURNAL. And since I STILL don't have a camera, I'm just going to have to paint a picture with my words. :D ( Read more... )