:'-(

sigh

binge.

800 calories, 2 hour soccer game.

Didn't do any homework. But I don't care.

I feel good right now.

I had a verrrrry bad day food wise. I got in a fight with the boyfriend in the late afternoon and retaliated with croissants, peanut butter, and fried chicken....eww. And before that I hadn't eaten anything; I was happy ( Read more... )

Yesterday I actually ate healthy!! Wowzers!

Today-
Eat ONLY my lunch (Don't steal other people's foods you binging doof)
Binge from 3-4 PM
Eat salad for dinner

Do-able. I have to allow the binge or else it will surprise me. It's sad, I've already planned this binge out.

Eat normal. Not a binge, not restricting. Just one normal day.

Requirements-
don't count calories
don't eat fast food
dont binge on muffins (Dunkin Donuts, mmmm)
Eat somewhere between 1200 and 1500 calories

Can I do it?

Well I used to think my binges begin when I get just slightly off my eating schedule (you know, that whole perfectionist thing) but it turns out that when I even think off my eating cycle, a binge is sure to ensue ( Read more... )

I wish I could just end this all.

After 2 weeks of <200 calories, I have returned to my ginormous binging ways. You would think after this long, my body would be sick of this incessant binging. Fuck.

I'm back from my cruise, left last saturday. I lost 2 pounds which is kinda cool but still... only 2 pounds?

How has everyone else been?

Do I have it in me to fast until next Thursday?