So yeah, Saturday I had the worst binge of my entire life. I'm thinking around 5000 calories ( Read more... )

I WILL NOT eat until dinner tonight. And it WILL be a 100 calorie dinner. Just letting you all know.

Ok, this my plan until I'm back down to 117 ( Read more... )

I'm back.

Been scared to go on for a month.

Don't even want to bother getting into the details of how I've been. Let's just say I'm back up to 125 from 117 and leave it at that.

I lost my control and it's nowhere to be found.

Anybody even remember me?

I am SO sorry I haven't been commenting a lot lately. I've been busy like crazy as I'm sure you all understand but I hate missing important things that go on in your lives. If there is anything you guys are dieing for me to know about, comment with it here =D

After three fricking days of binging my brains out, I'm going to fast for the next two. only 0 calorie drinks and coffee are allowed. If I screw this up, I need MAJOR negative backlash. My body is literally aching from the amount of food I put in it. I need to fix this

Where is the girl I used to be ( Read more... )

Thank you everyone who read my journal the other night when I was really low and who supported me, I really needed it and you guys all rock ( Read more... )

So I have been ridiculously busy the past few days and haven't had time to post or comment much (though I try to slip in a few minutes here and there and I always manage to respond to emails so when people need me that's the best way to go about it) but I'm still not weighing myself until October 14, even though I REALLY want to right now ( Read more... )

I don't get too much protein because of the extreme calorie restriction, so I eat protein powder everyday with breakfast, and my friend 90byjuly came up with this AWESOME protein powder pancake recipe. It is SO easy and it's practically all protein ( Read more... )