SO Chris turned out to be...totally not right for me. Old news

i'm so fed up with boys.
but i want it.
they disgust me
and then they go and turn me on....dammit.

how can these selfish careless utterly disrespectful creatures be so so so desirable?

i'm sick of all the emptiness. fill me up with something good.

what to do, what to do...
i'm so bored. soooo by myself.
frustrated and uncomfortable

man...i'll be comin' around the mountain when i come!

so when i get back to florida i'm gonna fill myself up with yummy. i'm gonna devour some magic.
then what'll happen next is, we all get happy.

...and we all fall down!

sounds good to me

i'm in beautiful portland. we're house hunting ( Read more... )

the 25th rolled around again...

i wonder what tomorrow will be like?
i work 'til 1.
that's all i know.

i don't know what to do with myself at the moment.
i have so many ideas and then lose interest before i can even start.

..and now i'm bored with typing. well...i lost interest in figuring out what to type.
just never satisfied, you know how it

i'm sleepless ( Read more... )

i just woke up from a dream ( Read more... )

UGHHHHH ( Read more... )

i strangely awoke this morning at 7:26 and didn't go back to sleep.
that's quite unusual!
and then it just so happened that a friend from work called me at about 8.
so, we ended up hanging out for most of the day, partly because neither of us wanted to be alone. problem solved- at least for a little while.