don't know if i could write here again. lots of shit is dredged up, for sure, just looking at this site. sleeping on it.

the only voice i want to hear right now is al green's.

i deactivated my facebook. i didn't want it anymore for a number of reasons i don't really feel like trying to lay out here. anyone who needs to get in contact with me can use the phone or email. i'm tired of having a weird persona/page to maintain and be conscious of. i'm tired of pictures of people i don't want to think about and knowing what ( Read more... )

i made delicious cupcakes from scratch ( Read more... )

i wish i could be in love without being scared. it was like this even just being involved with someone i liked. at least this this time i'm not acting on my fear. maybe it's because i've learned to not only soothe my own anxiety but also not to act out when i can't calm it down. maybe it's because, for better or worse, i do trust him and his ( Read more... )

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real quick, before i go up to Westchester to register for classes.

there's silly drama, people showing their uglier sides, and if some of the people involved weren't pretty important to me i'd be tempted just to stop talking to/seeing everyone involved. i don't know whether it's better to cut them out of my life because they're snobbish and angry ( Read more... )

www.crunchyroll.com/media-110539/Midori-Movie-Movie-1.html

you've got to watch this movie. it's less than an hour long. it's nuts.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Midori_(1992_film)

i know it was just halloween, but i really feel like watching the charlie brown christmas special. the music is so good.

yesterday was a magical fucking day ( Read more... )