sooo much workign recently. i wake up early mon-thursday and teach kiddies tennis, which is aightttt. but then theres still 6-8 hours of waitressing some days. which is just exhausting. and sometimes annoying and stressful. and i keep missing frisbee. but making 100+ dollars a night some nights is pretty unbeatable. im already at over 700 dollars ( Read more... )

i need to keep a stash of chill pills around.

i'm getting to a point i can call happiness. i likes ( Read more... )

things are looking up. i start work tomorrow (finallly), its starting to feel more summery, frisbee starts in 2 days, and there are already epic stories to tell.
but i still cant wait to go back to beloit. im sooo ecstatic about my classes this fall.

i still feel so very empty sometimes, late at night, when i have nothing to do, and sleep is not yet an option. i wonder if someday that emptiness will be filled ( Read more... )

grow up.

i dont get her. at all.

i started writing again last night. this was after i read my journal from high school. i seriously cringed a few times. but it was interesting to see. then i wrote some poems and then i started my story. its really simple, not trying to be deep at all as of yet, and i like it like that. its what serena would probably call a 'very boozy story'. i ( Read more... )

i am officially never going to spend an entire summer in madison again. so far its pretty much been blowing hardcore, and i cant imagine it getting much better. im tired of reminiscing about high school with everyone.

i miss beloit. i miss my friends there and the java joint and my lovely dorm room. i miss LEARNING really interesting new stuff aka spanish and geology ( Read more... )