Ok so he proclaimed that he's in love with me, all the way last summer. I love him, don't get me wrong, but life seems to change. I am so far away that neither one of us can keep up. He's been honest about his life and well I haven't. You all know him, so I'll just say it. Jack and I are something, but he is looking out for opportunities and I ( Read more... )

I'm scared that I may have something that will effect me for the rest of my life:( I need to wait a few more weeks before I can be tested, but I'm going to get tested. If I have it, I'm not going to seek treatment. Also I'll have to look at other options that are open to me for work because sticking with what I am aiming for now may put others ( Read more... )

America, Fuck yeah

Last weekend Jack came up to BG, this past weekend I brought him up here again. This weekend I deff. did something I shouldn't have, but you know what? Life is short, who gives a fuck?

Wow, it's been forever. Huron happened, if you want more info, ask. I'm back at school, oh what fun:) Well one week, almost done, yey!!!!!!!!!!! Weird news of the week, Jim, my boss, is really happy. That makes me happy, but once the students start we may have another story. I hope I can make him proud of me this year. I mean, it's my last ( Read more... )

It's been about 2 months since I updated this...oops:) Here's the skinny. I'm going to Huron for the summer, I leave on Sunday. I'm going to miss my baby because everytime we spend mass quantities of time apart we almost always seem to try to start from scratch again. It makes for an interesting relationship, but I'm just not ready to leave him ( Read more... )

They've always told me that God won't give people more than they can handle. I say, fuck that. I'm at my breaking point and I can't find a way out. Criticism's cool, it can be fixed, but when someone tell you they don't trust you there's something there that can't be fixed. I can't take it. I've given 100% to everything I've done, but I can't ( Read more... )

Well, since my last post in February life has been a continuous cycle of ups and downs. I am happy with this fact because at least I'm alive to experience them. I've found a friend in someone I never thought would be my friend, he gives awesome scalp massages:) Someone I thought would live on forever and a day decided to die of a cancer she hid ( Read more... )

Have you ever thought about it? Whenever someone says "How are you?" We always say fine, good or whatever positive idea comes to your head. Well yeah, today I stand and say to you all, "I feel shitty" I'm going to drop off the face of the earth for a while, anyone mind. If I die, I'll be sure to let you know. Life is just catching up with me ( Read more... )

Some people are too nice for their own good. They are going to end up hurt and I just can't do anything about it. I feel like I should appologise in advance, but that won't be fun either. Hey, maybe there is something that'll make everyone happy in the end. I just yeah. He called me a meanie head Kindergartener. Maybe that's why I let my " ( Read more... )