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Double Dare
I’ve been given a challenge. Find a reason for something illogical. Wow, I sound like Spock. It didn’t ever seem possible; until I was given so many examples there’s no room for any more texts on my phone. I should write them and the 40-something others saved on sticky notes or something for my walls to wake up to.
If there’s one thing the trip ( Read more... ) -
Restart Button
I can feel the beginnings of the familiar spiral. Had to sacrifice my cash to cover the storage payment. I have to wait until either my BioLife card gets to me or payday from the deli or Vector before I can come up with enough for the prescription. I tried using the Good Days vitamins as a second option, but it did no noticeable good.
There was an ( Read more... ) -
Multiple Choice
Two in a row! Just like riding a bicycle.
I’ve been mulling over how to use the 60 or so hours I’ve earned for vacation time from the deli. I’ve tolerated that job for a year. Everything from the irritating uniform of white polo shirt, black pants, black shoes, apron, hair net, and gloves, to the erratic weekly schedule. I have no guarantee of ( Read more... ) -
Changes
It’s been months since I last made a journal entry. In a short time I’ve made some drastic changes to my life, including ending an engagement. It would have been our two year anniversary if we had waited another three weeks. Amazingly I’m okay with it. I haven’t been moping or begging for him back. Is something wrong with me? Or is it a sign that ( Read more... ) -
Release Me
We made it about a year-and-a-half. I suppose that's the longest relationship I've been in. I'm just glad it got to be me that said time-out first. Corey doesn't know how to feel about it, but here's how I feel.
I can take the criticism, but I can't take the yelling, the "F$%# you's", the guilt trips, the hypocrisy, the "whatever's", or the ( Read more... ) -
The Late Leprechaun
Kollen Hunter Hales finally showed up almost a week after his due date. Shaelene went through 22 hours of labor, 2.5 hours of which was pushing. -
Settled
It's a sure thing. Corey and I are getting married Halloween '09. This year would be too soon. Mostly because we're both not financially ready. This way I have enough time to save up for what I really want to do. Everyone really likes my idea of a masquerade reception. I can even picture Makayla as the flower girl with little fairy wings. My ( Read more... ) -
One Condition
Became brave and found a one-piece swim suit to take advantage of my new gym membership and the pool it comes with. It's pretty dangerous itself. I'm excited with how I'll look in it a few months down the road. I started the third week of TDP yesterday and called it a reward for logging in and tracking both exercise and food for each day ( Read more... ) -
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Wow, a lot can happen in two weeks ( Read more... )
