Since this is a livejournal, and my whole internet journal maintaining self was about self indulgence, attention, and crappy poetry, I decided to transcribe this freeform poem I wrote around the age of 15. I came across it in The Great Purge, or What Do I Do With All This Crap I've Collected ( Read more... )

At a graduation party for an ex babysitter and carpooler, i met Andrea Miles, their cousin, for the first time. Later Andrea and I went to high school together. And I think middle. Anyway, I remember swinging in their backyard and getting stung by a bee. Thereafter, I iced my sting on a can of sprite.

It's so random when these things come to you.

I guess I wanted a little self-indulgence? I dunno...thanks Kat! You have done a great many things for a survey so aimed at Amerrrcans.

(X) Gone on a blind date
with my current boyfriend, no less. nearly 3 years ago!
(X) Skipped school
alll the tiiime. now. still counts, right?
( ) Watched someone die
(X) Been to Canada
Montreal!
() Been to Mexico
Kind of ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm awake now. I am afraid to go to bed. I need to go to bed. I can't go to bed alone.

Somebody help me?

Today I learned how to put my hair up with a pen/pencil. Like, only held by one. Though since my hair is so fine, I put in a second for extra stability.

Yay! Another thing to add to the list of things I do when I should be studying...

I have a bad feeling about things. It's not right. We're not right.

The worst part is I knew something, really truly knew something, but it doesn't seem to matter. Know, actually. Well, I thought I did...

The second chapter of my research project ( Read more... )

This is what not writing code to render a window to a pbuffer to then save as a texture object to then map to another polygon looks like ( Read more... )

Is it bad that I'm happy other people (home people) now have schoolwork? It's like they've finally gotten on the same page. Of course...that doesnt get rid of my research project, nor even the fairly simple hassidism essay, nor anything in between. sigh...

miss you guys...

Today is one month in New Zealand. Only 4 more months abroad, friends. And only about 3 in Dunedin. It's sad, when I put it like that ( Read more... )