interesting. nough said.

Today June 4th 2005 at approximatly 10:30 am my mom got married. and this time, it was for real. She is in love, and i see it so clear, it makes me want to vomit most of the time, but i respect it and her and i'm so happy for her. She's been looking her whole life for someone to make her as happy as Mike does and they finally found each other. With ( Read more... )

yeah dave matthews band concert 2005. don't have much to say about it, except that it was amazing. I had a great time. 5th year total, year 3 for the tradition and the best year yet. Bonded with my boss AND her husband, hung out with the defoe crew, had a random guy on x fall on me (ackward), and rocked out with dave's all to famous 20 minute song ( Read more... )

Working has never been so much fun...Friday night, was the Westminster High School graduation party lock-in, so who volunteered to work from 10:30 to 2 am that's right me, and my amazing friends..Katie,Mandy,Lauren and of course Bader. So its 10:30 we're there and come to find out non of the i just graduated from high school punks were arriving ( Read more... )

Graduation: comments are this.....cryed while Jessica Johnson got her diploma, who couldn't? i'm so proud of her. Rhonda's speach that included the dream about being naked....what the fuck was that, honestly, didn't put that together. Mr.Willard telling us that keeping you're tassle will help you get laid this summer....haha priceless. and of ( Read more... )

SOOOO....this entry may be a few days late but nontheless, oh its here. This summer is going to be by far the best one yet, and to kick it off thursday i was suprised by two of my friends with a fabulous afternoon. Thursday morning: graduation rehearsel..boo...sucked. nough said. Then Mandy & Julie suprised me and stole me away from work, took me ( Read more... )

Maybe its just an outlet for loneliness, or just my dreams getting the best of me

maybe i just don't know.

where time will lead, down a road less traveled, a better one this time.

maybe i should stop looking and start living, then see what shape this takes

maybe i just don't know.

why when the rain falls i smile, when the sunrises with me, i am ( Read more... )

sitting in the heat of the night ( Read more... )

I walked into a wedding dress alteration store today with my mom, her wedding is a few weeks away. My first reaction to all of the intricate dresses and wedding planning books and such.....nausea. It never really occured to me how much the idea of marrying someone scares me untill today, which really doesn't suprise me all things considered. But I ( Read more... )

take these moments
to the grave
with you
take this feeling
downtown
and in the spolight
wasting away
changing and rushing
and
dancing
spin untill
you hear them
praise you
little girl
as you move
they judge you
spectators
of your heart