So with this entry i'm ending my livejournal addiction..of course we've moved on to the facebook addiction, but who hasn't? I feel that i've got out everything i needed to with this, and it will be good for me one day to look back and remeber the person i was pre-college, but i'm done. I'm at a stage in my life where i'm moving on from a lot of ( Read more... )

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i don't know what i'm doing, i dont have a plan for once, well a definite one anyway. I'm not sure what tomorrow is going to bring, but i know that today made me smile, today was the best day i've had in a long time. I missed it so much, and as "illogical" as it all is, who gives a fuck, it feels right. And i know you're happy i saw it when you ( Read more... )

I'm so excited to go to school this fall. Today was my orientation/registration, met new people ,found a room mate, whose family temporarily adopted me for the day, got to hang out with my aunt, got motion sick from the trolley ride yet told no one, our mascot = kangaroo in sweater in the fighting position WTF?!?!, got my classes lets just say that ( Read more... )

Its 1:01 am and if i go to sleep now then i might get 3 hours, maybe. But i feel the need to write, to purge all of the things that are going through my head, the disconnected ramblings of my heart and head and the space inbetween them. I haven't felt that in a long time...you made me nervous, i had butterflies for the last 3 hours or so, all i ( Read more... )

Sooo sitting at my desk...normal act, nothing out of the ordinary there. Really creepy girl that we work with (wont drop names to save her reputation), was talking to Zach trying to get him to teach her swim lesson for her...and she busts out and says "I'll give you a blow job for it"....silence. I had to get up and walk out of the room to contain ( Read more... )

So this last update for the evening invovles all of the events of sat night. First lets start with my personal favorite slightly drug influenced quote of the night from one of kate's friends "don't be retarded, get retarded" who says that honestly? I can't tell ya'll everything b/c i don't feel like posting elaborate details on this exposed journal ( Read more... )

This was it, my last night of dancing. Last recital, last spotlight. I didn't really know how much dancing impacted my life untill it was the end. And when that curtain fell for the last time, they looked at me, all of my girls and cryed with me. Hugging, laughing, losing. This was it, I have been dancing with this studio for the last 5 years and ( Read more... )

I miss you already, miss julie. Its only been a few days since your goodbye dinner, and i miss you loser. Who will be able to make me smile while working my ass off at the Y, who can look at me and read my feelings, and know what kind of day it has been? Who will get it and know exactly what to say, and be excited over the little things, you know, ( Read more... )

RustyTimebomb (4:35:59 PM): hey sweetness~
RustyTimebomb (4:36:14 PM): just droppin a line to say hey, and a little poem of encouragement for those hard work days
RustyTimebomb (4:38:21 PM): There may be days
when you get up in the morning
and things aren't the way
you had hoped they would be.
That's when you have to
tell yourself that things will get ( Read more... )