Do you ever feel just used? Like someone only associates with you because they want something from you ( Read more... )

I give up.

So many people know. . My mother passed away on July 28th, 2001. 8 days after my 27th birthday. I still miss her so much. So much so that I'm crying even thinking about writing this ( Read more... )

One day a young man was standing in the middle ( Read more... )

It seems I only remember to update this thing in times of extreme duress. When I'm really upset ( Read more... )

Yeah I know it's been a while ( Read more... )

So today, I found out that I've been betrayed yet again by people who should just let stuff go and I'm all pissed off and I feel the need to not just get even but to put them in their place "get the hell back in the kiddy pool, in my pool you'll drown". Nuff said about that. . . I'm tired of wasting my time with it ( Read more... )

Today has been odd . . . I've felt out of sorts all day. Nothing much going right ( Read more... )

Well here I am, making my first post. I've never kept a diary before, and never planned to start. However, rumor has it I've been a little 'out of it' lately. Poor memory and what not. There are reasons behind that that I'm not going to post about right now. Especially since this is really just supposed to be a test post to see how my page ( Read more... )