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New Song 2-12-08
Intro/Pre-Verse:
Breathing, to keep myself alive
Keeping, to conserve myself for ten o five
Verse1:
Last night you gave me quite a scare
That I almost could not bare
Worrying that you could be dead
But why do I care?
It just adds more damage to my fucked up head
Verse 2:
I've got the wrong numerical order
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(Untitled)
What the hell is going on with me? so much weight is on my shoulders It's so hard to think lately, but I still do, about Alicia mostly...I've been treating her like shit though, being extremely selfish, i think everything is about me when of course it isn't, I just want to have a relationship where everything is real and fun and interesting, and it ( Read more... ) -
This is my Homage to you....
this just in, I love Jessica Bane, she is the nicest girl on this planet. I am so happy we are talking again, shes the greatest, thank her for my emotion on this post ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Never, it will never fucking happen, why am I so fucking stupid, build my hopes up for no fucking reason, trying to stay positive in this situation just drives me fucking insane, I hate myself i'm too fucking emotional, and too fucking thoughtful, if I we're just normal maybe I would have what I desire most...but every time I try to make myself ( Read more... ) -
Song about you...
Keeping Romance Internal Stirs Torment Ever-so Nigh
Verse 1:
How long will this discomfort spread?
Keeping distance from you is more feed for my pain
I can't shut you out of my head
When you're around, my defenses are drained
I can only think of you in this way
The way with our heart locked to stay
Pre-chorus:
To create salvation I must hear
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Strong Friendship = Me and Kaitlyn Randazzo
kay posting quick and its copying and paste from an AIM convo cause i don't really feel like typing but this is how I realized life is for me now
Don't believe what I've said in the past about loving girls that was all fake, even Nikkayla, I may have liked her a lot with passion, but not love, not true love anyway, I was wrong, blinded by sorrow, ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I dedicate this song to a special someone I have intense passion for, wish they could know, but that is not possible now. I've never liked anyone this long and it stuck with me you know? She is also immensely gorgeous, that I can't get over, at first I didn't think she was the #1 most beautiful, but now, after just thinking and staring, she really ( Read more... ) -
How can something so beautiful shine on something so dreadful?
okay I don't feel like updating so I'm just going to write a bunch of shit i think of at the top of my head ( Read more... ) -
"to punish and enslave...."
okay guess its time for a forced update, making it short hopefully kay first statement, Kinda pissed cause can't find an mp3 of Telephone Bruises by Shenoah guess I am buying that EP they released; Bleeding In The Red ( Read more... )