i think, i think, i think.
i always think.

so explain to me why i always think about the right things at the wrong times.
oh i'm so bleak.
so indecent.
so simple; too simple.

i can't paint without dropping the brush.
i can't write without erasing a word.
i can't close my eyes without keeping one open.

i can't walk around without looking behind me constantly ( Read more... )

I feel foolish, all I ever do is push people away, push push push.

I open up a little, then boom, I lock you out. I don't know why I do this, because I'll I ever think about is why I don't have any friends, I blame other people. Constantly feel that I'm not good enough. When I know it's me that’s keeping people away.

I'm so damn mortified of being ( Read more... )

so I like this boy, a lot.

but nothing's ever going to happen.

which is probably for the best you know?

I mean, why take a chance and ruin a friendship we worked so hard to get?

Relationships can ruin everything.

you see my head knows this is a better idea, to stay friends and not grow further, so we can keep this bond forever.

but now, my heart ( Read more... )

I'm sure everyone has had an impending sense of doom within them. A feeling in your gut that tells you to expect the unexpected. At that moment, you swear that feeling would burst out of you like a free-for-all in a prison camp. But you knew you would have to hide your emotions. But that feeling. Oh, that feeling made you want to throw your insides ( Read more... )

perhaps you are my stability.
perhaps we are in a dream.
perhaps we could break free of this wall that hangs over our heads in complete infinite cold.
so what if we aren't perfect.
so what if we can't be it all.
we can be what we are.

and that's all i want right now.

I was once so young.

I used to think boys had something called cooties.

and I believe that thought is returning.

I've been crazy with everything.

oh how I wish I was a mere child again.

so innocent and so angelic.

so small.

so I can be amazed by such a big world.

and I, only a small creature just standing on a sidewalk gazing into the sky with so ( Read more... )