Mallory is so awesome i wish i saw her all the time. I miss her so much. I'm at her house. I've discovered i laugh funny and i ate a lot today. Okay, this is mallory. Really, i miss sher and wish i saw her more. Umm she rocks and makes me happy. We used to play in my closet and pass notes in class. It was cool i guess.
i <3 her

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I've always been clever at burying the inevitable. But then when pondered upon i come to the realization that in sheltering the legitimate response, you'll only ever end up lonely. But the fact of the matter is that one of the many particular internal organ i need to survive will never defeat the poison you're open-handedly injecting me with... but ( Read more... )

And now i must sit and wait, while my nerves go absolutely crazy. The actual procedure of getting in front of those who aren't well known and performing the talents i hold very close to me wasn't bad at all, but of course something so practiced isn't usually. Only that's an exaggeration. And i feel it wasn't too long ago i was faced with the same ( Read more... )

So finally i've got through to the wonderful world wide web. It's funny how one depends on something so much. You don't really realize it until it's gone for a total of two weeks, one day, six-teen hours, thirty-seven minutes, and 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, seconds.......... But of course i'm not one of those people, like id keep track ( Read more... )

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It's gone a complete 360 and everything now seems as it should. There may be the few minor setbacks, but surviving is everything, and that's what i need. I've yet to iron a few wrinkles out of this master plan we're so beautifully creating...and how wonderful the outcome can be. No more false hopes of smiling, and latching onto nothing- for these ( Read more... )

when once i felt bordered in nothing but continual companionship, has now turned and i'm suddenly faced with nothing but seclusion. A loneliness to say the very least. When ones you once lusted for, or treasured to the extent of love, has gesticulated quite clearly and not to be mistaken, in the form of a warning sign, held right in front of ones ( Read more... )

..*sigh*...and yet again, i have begun to have another boring summer. They just aren't what they used to be, or maybe i'm not what i used to be...either way, summer is for fools, and boys with cars, who have girls to ride in them. Relationships....pff...who needs them, they're for stable people who are committed, and faithful, what shameful ( Read more... )

I suppose my obsession is all in my head, that's what it seems anyways. So as quick as it came, i am ridding myself of it ten times quicker, for that's what i must do. I didn't plan on making this so painful, but i guess that comes with the package. An annual cost of 37 dollars, with shipping and handling of course, as well you'll get a monthly ( Read more... )