To visit the past. When dinosaurs were an exciting speculation. When I wrote of abusive intoxication and how fucking fun it was. When you girls waited for me to sign online. Here I am. Another person in another world who still kicks ass, but is under appreciated because of your jobs, and your lives. Take the time to notice how fantastic I am. I ( Read more... )

tuesday, too good day. some sex, some drugs, rock and roll and a great picnic. marissa and i marched around the grocery store picking this and that, until we collectively hunted down entire sandwiches, pita chips and hummus. plus some cream soda. i've got a rockstar i can't decide what to do with, i mean it is tuesday and occasionally shit doesn't ( Read more... )

the thing about working with old guys, is they can't remember when they've given you the same speech fifteen times. although, the first couple of times were appreciated, it quickly becomes repetitive and irritating. i can stand around all day PRETENDING like i'm listening or we can get back to work. (by work, i mean, sitting around online, checking ( Read more... )

it's easy enough just tell me the truth.

i'm thoroughly impressed by the ingenuity of the "terrorists". i was reading an article today about saddam hussein's nephew who escaped from prison yesterday, with the help of one of the prison police officers. which now that it happened is pretty obvious. in a country that is trying to get it's people to police themselves, it is an easy escape. ( Read more... )

i have began writing everyday and have written a few things that i like. maybe like is the wrong word, but i have begun to write things that i feel are important to myself and have begun to write without consideration of the outside world, which makes me like it. i wrote a lot today and one inparticular struck me as important because of the intense ( Read more... )

i'm helping out. spreading some puppy time for the world. my dog had puppies on valentine's day. purebred pomeranians, they're adorable. here they are for all to enjoy. if you'd like one, they are for sale. let me know.

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my thoughts encompass most of my time at the moment. confusion has led to an introspective nature. i am really trying to find myself but at the same time don't want to get there because who knows, i may get so set in my ways i never try anything new. middle aged adult same routine day after day after day. someday maybe i will find peace in that, ( Read more... )

the music always sounds so much better. you can feel every hit of every base in your body and the words sound like they're being sung by god. if you can hear god sing, could you hear him tell you he'd never existed ( Read more... )

the past months have beat on me enought to make me feel so tiny and unimportant. i don't know what i want to do with life. i've always thought i was pretty great, but the more i look at it, why do i have this thought of myself? no particular reason. i don't do anything, i'm not great at anything besides talking and bullshitting, but really what ( Read more... )