All of which this lj holds is the old me. The "old" brian is dead. Dead to himself. Alive in Christ. All of which i used to be is entirely gone. Nailed to the cross. Thank you Lord ( Read more... )

im blown away everyday by the things that have been happening. I used to read books about the end of the world, about religion from the past and the different cultures that all came to one date as to win it would happen. 2012, winter solstice; the earth shifts into a new region of the milky way, abundant with gamma radiation, flowing in extremes. ( Read more... )

hey world its me ... everything is good or so ive accepted it. god is good.

2006 is the year of change

i wrote my dad a letter telling him how twisted the world is and how i didnt want him to be a part of that. In short i said success, sex, indulges(alcohol/drugs) are all a temporary happiness. Lately he did some messed up stuff, like spit at my mom, hit her and threaten her. If you were someone that knew me well you'd know that i look up to my dad ( Read more... )

wow.
work
music
friends,
woman,
money,
time.. where has it gone.

i really suck at making it for other things

i need to hang with those ive lost touch of,

ill start checking this again if somethings going down drop me a line.

did you know from your shampoo to a fresh orange there are chemicals that cause the cancers and diseases we put pay billions of dollars to keep fighting and "attempting" to find "cures ( Read more... )

oh and i dont have a soul to save ( Read more... )

for rizzle

i dont like not having internet.

did i mention im loving things?

well i am. i think

the instability is so thick i can cut it with a butter knife ( Read more... )