OH MY GOD I LOVE CEDAR CREST.  seriously.  i am still reeling at how amazing this college is for me and this is only a preview, my friends!

but seriously, my classes are amazing, the people i met in my major are amazing and i love them. for those of you considering a college that is a women`s college-- IT IS NOT DYKE CITY, OK? i`m not kidding when i ( Read more... )

OKAY, i know you high schoolers are preparing yourselves for the SATs pretty soon ( Read more... )

AFTER THREE MONTHS OF CALLING PHEAA 85 MILLION TIMES

I`M FINALLY OFFICIALLY GETTING MONEY FROM THEM. oh my god what a rush. i`m going to college FO REALS and i don`t need to be biting my nails, thinking about it every 3 seconds. :) i`m going to college!

I`M SO EXCITED/SCARED/ANXIOUS. in 9 days, i`m going to cedar crest, taking 85 tests and doing ( Read more... )

yes, i`m graduating. AT LONG LAST. and yet, i feel trepidation seeping into my bone marrow and making me aware of exactly what i am leaving behind. i guess it doesn`t really matter, not all that much. but this has been the preamble to my life, the first eighteen years behind me and i have many before me--i hope.

everyone`s fear makes me anxious. i ( Read more... )

dear mother,
                  i am sorry i will never be the suzy homemaker daughter you always wanted, who doesn`t mind cleaning or keeping her room tidy enough to appease you.  i will never be the daughter who brings home the boy you always wanted me to bring home and frankly, i probably won`t bring home the girl you want me to bring home either ( Read more... )

i felt like garbage this morning, hence why i am home. i have basically given up on getting senior awards, because honestly, what would i be getting? two 30 dollar awards? yeah, 60 bucks would be nice but.. eh, i think i have more accomplishments than that to say about myself ( Read more... )

i`m having a lot of conflicting emotions welling up to the surface right now.

i feel really good, really excited. i like the monologue i chose from the show called Half-Life. the monologue is basically one big extended metaphor relating how the careers of actors/writers/artists/politicians leave lasting societal impressions just as a radioactive ( Read more... )

everything is actually rather nice presently. i`m pleased. thank you.

perhaps not everything in school, but i don`t need that shit. i`m sick of dealing with the stifled, stunted high school valley mindset. frankly, it makes me want to vomit.

i can`t wait to get out of here. ONE MORE QUARTER TO GO

i`m glad i`ve found something that i didn`t expect to ( Read more... )

I SHOULD BE ASLEEP, IT IS ALMOST MIDNIGHT. BUT I REALLY DON`T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING, I AM SO HAPPY AND SHIT.

good job tonight, guys. A BILLION DOWN, ONE TO GO.

by the by, go to OKLAHOMO OKLAHOMA AT:
WYOMING VALLEY WEST HIGH SCHOOL
SATURDAY, MARCH 31ST AT 7:30 PM
$3 FOR STUDENTS, $7 FOR ADULTS.

i really like where everything is going.

THANKS FOR LOOKING OUT ( Read more... )

( OH NO WATCH OUT HERE I`M TALKING ABOUT MUSICAL. IF YOU`RE NOT INTERESTED, DO NOT READ. )