So after several weeks of coffee dates, subtle arm grazes and ill humor ermin decided to show some sort of sign that he wants to be with me. he came over during the day for about an hour to fix my laptop and upon leaving he did a really close-to-my-mouth cheek kiss. sigh.

i was feeling like i got the flu or something and was neauseus to the max that ( Read more... )

Another pitfall is that when you finally succumb to your old age, there will be nobody left to attend your funeral. Most likely not even Larry King will come because he lives in Hollywood or New York (one of the coasts) and because although he is your best friend, he does not know that you ever existed. A bummer? You bet.

because, like many of ( Read more... )

A lot of times, people try to look especially good when they are going to see an ex. Sort of to say “look at what you’re missing!” I don’t get that - why give an ex the smug satisfaction of thinking ,”Yeah, she’s hot - and I totally hit that! High five, self!”?

So, I prefer to look as shitty as possible when I am going to see an ex. Sort of to ( Read more... )

coffee this week and it felt good to just sit all day at random caffes .

Hammocks are one of the finest inventions humanity has ever created.

The technology is startlingly simple: string a bunch of rope between two trees, get in, and voila - instant contentment. It’s hard to be pissed off in a hammock. Rarely does somebody storm out after a fight yelling, “I’LL BE IN THE HAMMOCK!”

Last night I spent several hours in ( Read more... )

Home for the weekend. Normally that's a good thing except my family is away until tomorrow, which means I'm alone. Again, that's normally a good thing except that I've been alone a lot in Sarajevo dealing with homework and studying, and so it would be nice to have human contact with people over whom I have dominion (my brother) and one over whom ( Read more... )

the mother of all PA's.
FUCK THISSSSS.

sulkily eating food of the sea and thinking what my life could be.

pathetic.
so much for positive psychology.
i dont care about growing and self achievement.
i wanna get laaaaaaaaidddddddd.

im reverting to my 11 year old self where i use my diary to bitch out any problems or issues that i am going through in order to make me feel better ( Read more... )