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Jan
So life continues along. Even though I couldn't get further from where I was this time last year. New home, small but good. New job, starting at kfc. Total lame but the pay is ok and should be less stress and not fuck up my wrists like typing does.
I'm happier, swimming regularly at a pool which I haven't done in years. Even with asthma bugging me ( Read more... ) -
moving forward
In looking at my user pics it's probably time I find a new one. I notice these days that most of my online pics are out of date. I lost my beloved mohawk after the surgery. And now I'm starting life afresh in Canberra so I need to figure out work and don't know when I'll have one again ( Read more... ) -
Pain
So the breakup with the girlfriend was mutual. But today's post about being flogged and fucked properly by a girl just hurts. I love women I lust over them. But it seems I have no idea how to fuck them. For all the relationships I've been in having a female make me cum is just a distant dream. A memory so long ago I'm not sure any more I didn't ( Read more... ) -
Fathers day
So today for the first time in years I called dad. We got to talking and he appoligised for always telling me what I brought him was shit. And that he still has all the little model bikes I spent my money saving to buy for him. He really did like them and he's sorry. For the first time in years we talked about the past like grownups. And some part ( Read more... ) -
Fathers day
So today for the first time in years I called dad. We got to talking and he appoligised for always telling me what I brought him was shit. And that he still has all the little model bikes I spent my money saving to buy for him. He really did like them and he's sorry. For the first time in years we talked about the past like grownups. And some part ( Read more... ) -
Life under change (reposted from FL)
Well for those of you that don't know I'm uprooting my life in just over 2 months. Heading south to Canberra. I have a beautiful slave that I am getting a place with and at the moment we are considering 24/7.
In planning this I've realised how much I've changed and grown over the last few months. I feel like while I've so much to still learn, ( Read more... ) -
Saying goodbye
I think tonight confirmed to me my reasons for leaving. There are to many basic foudation.beliefs that are different. I see playing with someone young enough to be your child as wrong. I don't care what others do around me. But someone for me to want to be in any form of a relationship must agree with these core beliefs. It hurts me but these days ( Read more... ) -
Moving
After much though I'm leaving for Canberra in November. Life in Sydney isn't working like I thought it would. Over driving everywhere an hour each way.
And I've a nice slave boy to move in with. So looking good.
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I'm wishing for a place I can feel settled enough to grow a tree into a shape I find pleasing. Spent too may years in fear of what other people will cause. Just want to stop and feel safe.
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I'm wishing for a place I can feel settled enough to grow a tree into a shape I find pleasing. Spent too may years in fear of what other people will cause. Just want to stop and feel safe.
Posted via LiveJournal.app.