I thought i will never need to write in this space anymore, hoping that I'll never need a private space to voice out the deepest thoughts in me that intertwines within, choking me up till it takes my very last breath away. I wish i can walk into another space of life and start afresh somewhere. Where unfamiliarity will caught me by surprise. A ( Read more... )

Is it true that once you are hurt the scar remains in you that seems like forever? The incident that impacted you the most, even though you've moved on but sometimes it does come back to haunt? For every situation I don't have regrets cause i learned something new each time round but why is there a what if behind my head sometimes? I can't turn the ( Read more... )

I'm tired of putting up a front. A front that contradicts my heart but opposite in my mind. knowing that things are better this way but what choice do i have in the first place? nothing. no options. it's been almost a year but what's holding me back with just that few months of memories. memories that sank in so so deep in my heart that it seems to ( Read more... )

Memories can be so amazing and at the same time a hindrance. It makes you smile but it has a greater ability to crash you down. Then again, you know it's all in the past and you stand up right again. It creeps into your mind when you're asleep and make you realized that you still have that part of the past hidden deep right in you. waking you up ( Read more... )

Walk towards me with open arms and hold me tight till i say goodbye. Sustain those smiles till no forever but an end.

A person said to her, "you're too independent". She smiled and laughed inside her. Knowing that that's just a front put up to hide the vulnerability deep within. She knows it so well that she's crying hoping to hold on to something but the trust to give is chained ( Read more... )

This journey of mine is not easy, not easy at all. Every step I take seems to have extra weight. On my feet, on my shoulders, pulling me back, holding me and nailing me to that very same spot. Preventing me to be freed. How long more do I have to run, and having to realized that I'm running in circles. My mind seems to be playing tricks with me. ( Read more... )