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the_eye_of_rah

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Feb 04, 2005 20:30

I'd like to know who makes the Fucked up decisions in life. Who has the rite to make a good man and his family suffer. No being, No Entity has that rite. I haven't felt this horrible since I lost my child. Thats saying a lot for me.
none of this makes any sense to me rite now. I cant even comprehend whats going through my heart rite now.

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IT"S NOT FARE! ambianceinwater February 5 2005, 02:03:24 UTC

I unfortunatly know that very same feeling...Over and Over again in my life, The death of my child, the lose of my dear friend troy (After a long bout with A.I.D.S.) My dad getting sick, and relizeing my friend is in fact not emortal...I wish with everything inside me i could fix him, I wish that he didn't have to go through this again...more so i wish that i could take his illness and put it in myself...I just want him to be okay. I want him to BE FREAKING OK! Is that too much to ask for, is the world really that unkind to take such a man away from us. A man who has owned up to his every action, and poored out nothing but love...It's NOT fare...I can't lose him...His babys...His wife...he is needed so much...by so many...he's loved and i hold him so high...it's not right... It's so FUCKING UNFARE!!!! the lie god only gievs you one thing at a time...What is that? It seems gad has slammed another window this time...It seems he doesn't give a fuck...It's unfare!

Re: IT"S NOT FARE! earthen_witch February 5 2005, 12:01:11 UTC

he'll be all right, hun. the doctors said that it is small and can be removed. he needs medicine and kemo... bad stuff might happen to him from all this, but he will continue on... he's too stubborn to go anyway (smiles) he said so himself. don't worry, just send out good energies for him, and all will be well. He said so.... it's not fair that he has to go through this, its not fair for anyone to get sick like that, not him, not dad, not anyone. suffering should be removed from life, but then I guess that's the next plane. or at least one can hope. but he told me himself that it can be fixed, so try not to stress so much Hun, you have too much on your plate already. he's actually snoring in my chair right now lol... Bobby killed his car. grr!! but Fuzzy is going to help him fix it tomorrow. I misses you and I will try to talk to you more often. hopefully I get my computer fixed soon. I'm using will's right now heh! all it needs is memory, but you know how Fuzzy procrastinates ugh! but I will be down at the grind on ( ... )

Re: IT"S NOT FARE! ambianceinwater February 5 2005, 18:47:41 UTC

I knw hun...it just all kind of hit me in the face last night...and It was all too much at the time...i know he's a strong stubburn man, and i know everything is going to be alright...

Re: IT"S NOT FARE! the_eye_of_rah February 7 2005, 18:37:49 UTC

All I can think about is his family. The fact that I have not known him long, or to any great extent, just makes me so sad. I worked with the man breifly, but I can't stand the thought of someone with such a beautiful heart going through all of that.

I misses you too. Maybe I will see you at the grind, If I'm awake...lol. Loves you too.

hi tbragu February 6 2005, 23:17:46 UTC

hey rah, tis me. i don't know how to express how i feel about will. he is an extraordinary person and deserves. i have already lost too many people i care about to that fucking disease, not one more.

so, um say hi once in a while.

p.s. my dad is looking into opening a resteraunt.

Re: hi the_eye_of_rah February 7 2005, 18:32:59 UTC

Totaly cool about dad opening a resteraunt. I'll say hi as often as I can.

Re: hi tbragu February 8 2005, 16:54:09 UTC

thats cool. and remember he is only thinking about it.