i pormised my mom LOTS of pics... and so here they are... I dopn't care if I made everyone mad... well... maybe a little cause i'm not heartless... hopefully you will injoy my pictures:P and not hate me... please no hating of me...)

AND NOW I GIVE YOU OREGON!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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My new LJ IS _schizm  <- Now come add me damn it!!!!

Okay.. This is my last update I've decided to get rid of this journal. ( Fare well all...maybe LOL )

( I might be deleating my LJ... )

FUCK

I've been thinking alot, thinking about my life and everything I've done in it. I'm 22 and what do I have to show for it? Nothing but a bunch of scars and horrible memerys. So many people have come in and out of my life, people who have walked on me, and mistreated me, and I let them. Because someone was there. I had someone. that was all that ( Read more... )

I havn't seen my boyfriend in two days, which is more than understandable with what has been goin on with him. But he was supposed to come by tonight and didn't come or call or anything, He probably fell asleep. I made him brownies. I'm so proud of myself, I'm really nervouse that he's gonna hate them, but i'll have to wait till later for him to ( Read more... )

Tonight was such a strange night. That place was such a huge part of my life and I walked in there to a sea of new and old faces. So many welcoming hugs, and after a minute or so, I relized I'm not that person any more. That person was a person crying for attention, and a person who just wanted to be heard...A person trying to find herself ( Read more... )

I don't know how, but for some reson my post left some people feeling that we broke up, that is not it at all, we are doing good. (I didn't unscreen any of the comments ( Read more... )

Today is one of those somber days where I sit back and relize, no matter how great or painful my problems are. It could be worse. I feel so selfish..I've spent the last week harping over how sore I am, and how much things suck, then something happens and I'm grounded realizing it's not so bad ( Read more... )