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just when you think it couldn't get any worse
I hate myself. I'm miserable at my job. it appears that my wife doesn't want me anymore. I hate my life now. yeah, death will be welcome when it arrives. I hate my misguided ambition that continues to make me fight for something despite obvious signs of failure. I hate that I see things so differently than most peoplei know. sometimes I wish ( Read more... ) -
And the seasons keep changing
At 409 am may 14th 2008....althea clarice duncan, my mother, passed away....may she rest in peace. -
The next chaper begins with a turn of the page
so what does that mean? what does it mean when she has always expressed disdain with the something but now she enjoys it? the correct answer here is 'i don't care' the only way for me to get through this whole thing is to erase my emotions from the equation..she claims to be working to fall back in love and to her credit she seems to be doing a ( Read more... ) -
Let the summer life begin...
Well, I spoke with the marina today and they said come on down. so hopefully this weekend I will be able to get the boat in the water this weekend. now its time for my peace to return; now its time for the distraction char longs for me to have. I'm sure I will have ample reasons to take boat trips this summer if for no other reason but to find ( Read more... ) -
As a new life begins...another fades away
5/4/08we had "the talk" last night. she finally broke down and opened up to me at a time when all was good and we weren't arguing. a lot of theories were espoused, a lot of information was revealed. many conclusions were made,
; but, of them all came the ultimate one...she's not in love with me...she's no longer sure i am right for her. our ( Read more... ) -
5/2/08
Maybe someone will remember me; remember me with adoration
Maybe they will think of me; think of me with a warm heart
Maybe they won’t; but, it won’t matter to me; matter to me
Cause this world of mine has been torn apart
I searched for you; searched for you through all the haze
I found you there; found you there with your beacon shining high
You pulled ( Read more... ) -
Momma's New Toy
Well, it has been roughly 14 years since I first rode a motorcycle on the street. Actually, it was my last and only time as well. Today broke that 14 year run when I met with my wife at a local Honda dealer and drove away with her shinny, new 08 Shadow. To be honest with you, I by now means remember being as apprehensive about driving as I was ( Read more... ) -
Strike Two
Well, I made it through another one. I never thought that just two years after the first one I would be saying that. I figured I would have to wait at least 30 more years to have my second heart attack. Oh well, I guess I can say that I'm part of an odd club now at least. 36 and two attacks. It started again with a fever. I was feeling bad at ( Read more... ) -
a quick trip to bilo
hey ( Read more... )
