No written on this thing in forever. Merry christmas all!!!!
xx

Had a lovely wee day with sian. It was so good to talk shite and laugh till a bit of wee came out.
Funeral on friday and haircut.
Doctors in edinburgh on tuesday. Building myself up to go back in that room.
Oh well, heres to enjoying the sunshine.
xx

Feeling quite optimistic despite it all ( Read more... )

crazy six weeks. I'm really happy.

forget what i said. Fuck guys. i'm becoming a lesbian.

Can't remember a thing beyond my second bottle of westons, i am never drinking again it makes me treat people and myself like shit. I am a verrrry bad drunk.

ed for new years woooo. got ones bus tickets now just need thee others and we're set hahaha. Think i'm getting the flu have not been able to move for the past day and a half. Even my teeth hurt.

I scare myself when i'm drunk. I continu to flirt and try to get with guys i don't even feel slightly attracted to. What the hell is wrong with me. LAst night was a bit of a low point in that department. But fannys was so good haha and i got shitfaced as usual and still am shitfaced to bw honest ( Read more... )

Strangest week, and so happy it happened. Don't want to start spilling my heart out over this because thats when it usually blows up in my face, but today i just can't stop smiling.
wish me luck.
xx

I done sooo many stupid things last night out of sheer desperation. I have to laugh at how pathetic I can be. Looken forward to seeing alice tonight so we can get fucked, bitch about men and maybe find nice new ones to make us shiney and happy ( Read more... )