and i feel that when i'm with you, i'm alright, i know i'm fine

[the_female_form]

i can't fucking sleep anymore. i dread nighttime. i get nervous looking at my bed just thinking, jesus, i have to spend another 8 hours not sleeping on that. i'm tired, i'm hungry, i'm irritable, i need my fucking sleep. my boss is personally training me on something new, tedious, and stupid. life is unhappy right now. but life is always unhappy

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[the_mollusk]

yes ma'am, other people do feel like this. i remember back when i lived with my girlfriend in LA it was the same story... like as soon as you got all fucked up they didn't wanna touch it with a ten foot pole. and why should they, you know? it's a trip in your brain they probably could never understand. there is no rationalization. i still haven't found any answers, although i am on my 7th day fasting and you wouldn't believe it but my anxiety has reduced by 50% at least. i know what you mean too about looking at the past as the future... makes me wish i appreciated anything ever in my life cause now all i want are those feelings back. how do you create a sense of comfort and belonging without the people you love around to nurture you? it will never be the same.

good movies late at night rule but i would advise against love stories if your sensitive

[the_female_form]

"when harry met sally" is my favorite movie. i don't know why, i always watch it when i get anxious. i refuse to fast. i become a angry angry girl if i haven't eaten in more than 3 hours. thanks for the reassurance. i think i'm doing ok today.