The sum of its parts.

[the_female_form]

My anxiety is ruining my life. I've been told that my behavior is rude, disrespectful and lazy. I'm not trying to be rude, I'm just trying to keep my shit together. If I go running from a room you need to understand that it's not you it's me. It's not you IT'S ME! I'm fucking broken

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[the_mollusk]

i know its a hard thing to believe, but there is a way out of this, and your just gonna have to break yourself out of whatever cycle you are in. you are just completely consumed by fear and tension, which means resistance and an inability to accept things as they are. your fear is making things that may be real but are small problems into huge uncontrollable issues that no person can deal with -

anti-anxiety medication and anti-depressants helped me when i was so anxious and fucked i couldnt leave the house, and then i stopped taking them once i got a handle on myself. about 3 months.

i say you either do that, or take a break to clear your head - fly somewhere or drive somewhere far, get out of your life asap.

you just need a break. and i feel for you, call me if you need something.

[the_female_form]

Thanks for the advice. I'm gonna try doing anti-anxiety meds but I am really terrified of drugs so, we'll see. I just need a change, ):