now was a bad time to attempt to quit smoking.

breaking edge was the stupidest fucking thing i ever did.

i'm going to fucking kill someone.

just put me out of my fucking misery.

it's scary to know how deep i'm in this. i can honestly say i've never been in love before this. after all the fucked up shit i've done i'd even settle for a friendship.

ugh.

this is the end my friends, i'm covered in dirt and digging my own grave. scorch the earth, dry the rivers, no one is fucking saved. i've spent years covering my tracks, begging for forgiveness and making up for what i lack. every word is contrived, i planned what i would say. i planned these phrases, planned this screaming, i do it every fucking ( Read more... )

i'm just going to drink myself to death.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

there was a time when i would end every day with the sun at my back, lost in my thoughts and my ambitions (but there's no turning back). the sun has set and my dreams have swallowed a shotgun.

time's up, give me the rope to break my neck. all my friends are on their way to early graves.

to those i love, i apologize, i've lost the will to live my

we're all on fire, and we're burning down to our very fucking core. i'm drowing in a sea of liars and thieves, i can't see through anything. my lungs are gasping for air but i'm only inhaling smoke, so fuck all of this and fuck you too, i hope you fucking choke, i hope you fucking lose everything you ever loved and anyone who ever cared. and i'll ( Read more... )

i'm fucked, we're fucked, so fuck you and fuck this culture of thieves.

so let's take it back to where we left off, with this void in your life and this lump in my throat. i never asked for this to happen, i never meant for this to happen. and i'm falling, i'm fucking falling, and i don't think i'll ever figure it out. open up your world and let me in, i can't keep pouding on the door. this isn't how it ends, i can't ( Read more... )