Livejournal, what the f ( Read more... )

"Maybe it came from a dream," I thought as i kicked my feet out infront of my body. It was this seemingly made up personality, one with male characteristics or maybe it was just the strength about them. I stand infront of a 'No Outlet' sign and think, "Oh wow, this is exactly where i was headed." I rock back in forth in a wooden chair, my laugh ( Read more... )

no way is this for real, and no way am i falling back under this inreality, this sitting with no purpose listening to my morning jacket and feeling cold because my walls arent insulated ( Read more... )

Its not a sacrifice because i didnt choose it - but everything is gone, the moment is as is, and this is why its pointless to say ( Read more... )

here is my winter break in spurts of thought ( Read more... )

god, what am i doing sitting up here on a sqeaky chair at close to 11 at night, having more important things to do - except they feel unimportant in my procrastinating headaching mind. I put penguin stickers on my laptop, took 2 separate trips to the kitchen for donuts and im not even tired, just lazy. lazy and pessimistic actually. Its the feeling ( Read more... )

Hey remember that time ( Read more... )

life, its killing me.

i just ate a flaming hot eggroll

something about the smell of pumpkin spice slowly weaving its smell across a room, sneezes, and a tea cup full of chamomile and valerian root sitting on a platter, surrounded by marshmellows has me thinking that this cant be all bad ( Read more... )