resentment will kill me. i need to release the bad vibe she sends me day in - day out. it's a battle.

oh well. atleast i'm going to San Francisco to see The Kills play the Popscene with James & Lori, Karlina, Cassandra, and Sandra. Shit's gonna be rad.

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went to the strip club last night. it was really funny.

He used me like a knife to spread the cement all over his heart ( Read more... )

What do they expect me to be ( Read more... )

we dig deeper with into these holes.
we live in your life sometimes,
other times in mine.
we bleed kind hearts, but we waste the days
when "love is love and not fade away"
i beg for mercy on my hands and knees, but
"love is love and not fade away
love is love and not fade away"

it's not a shape or a color or a sound. it's just an understanding. when your on an elevated ledge and you can see above the city... you have an understanding that cannot be found while on the flat land.

i went running on the beach today.

the following is my Spring 2008 OCC schedule:

Mondays/Wednesdays
Guitar 10:45 - 12:20
Gender Studies 12:45 - 2:10
Art 110 6:50 - 10

Tuesdays/Thursdays
Art 107 12:35 - 3:45

Fridays
English 101 8a-12:15p

Why Friday morning 101 class? Because Mangan is the shit.

yesterday was so weird. i had no control over my emotions. i guess it shows that i really do love her. i never knew i was capable of so much feeling. wow ( Read more... )