i've gained 5 pounds in like a week. eithert that or anastasia's been fucking with my scale again. i don't know. i'm a little tipsy. i miss link. i think i'm going to die soon.

By the way, in the past 24 hours Link and I have heard the song "Alone" by Heart about 5 times, everywhere we go. I guess it's sort of our song now.

My mom let me come in and observe procedures at her bookstore yesterday. It was great. I'm exhausted and sore from stocking books, but I feel stronger already. I hope I hope she gives me the job ( Read more... )

He started ignoring me a month ago. Now that I know the truth, I've given up, moved on, started ignoring him too. And he actually noticed ( Read more... )

No one would willingly go into this. No one would get into a relationship they knew would be like this. How did he do this to me? Now I know. I was found by an ex he had never told me about. She told me what he put her through. It was scary and proved that he knows exactly what he's doing. He does it on purpose. He's truly evil. Now I'm stuck. He ( Read more... )

Coty is coming back tonight. Perfect timing. I need him now more than ever. My best friend is in Italy for another week, my other closest friend is freaking out on me, and my boyfriend is in no way acting like a boyfriend. I need Coty to come back and make me laugh again. I couldn't even sleep last night. I was too excited. I can't wait to see him ( Read more... )

He puts food in front of me when I'm drunk. Goddammit. This isn't going to work ( Read more... )

So I thought I was stuck at 103 forever, but the other day my friends pointed out that my scale is off. It's 5 or 6 pounds too high. I've been in the double digits this whole time! This makes such an amazing difference in my motivation! Also, losing my crappy foodservice job is going to help bigtime. No more free food right in front of me all day, ( Read more... )

So I lost my job today ( Read more... )

It took me a long time to come to this journal and read what I had written, and prepare to write this entry ( Read more... )