i hate when things arent obvious. cause its hard enough for me when they are. ya. im done

sooo. couple thoughts... why do people have to be sooo...unobtainable? why do i have to be injured? why cant i.... do many things. why wont things just get simple. i think i like being told what to do cause thinking for myself and stuff involves some tough choices or decisions. with in reason i like it. no running tomorrow. YAY! i get to sleep like ( Read more... )

so i feel like sharing this. it might just be VD in the air(you know you its fun to say) but i think i like some one. i feel pretty. shy and it sucks but oh well. maybe ill ask her to junior prom. could be fun. hm. we will see. i got a flower today. from jordan.... thats pretty much it. lame... stupid people

"a new chapter in your life is being written" so if this wasnt true. would that mean you are dead? some chapters in books are boring. sorry random thought. i like jones soda

i was reading old entries. its kinda fun ( Read more... )

i dont hate any one. im not very mad at any one. i get over things. i can move on. i just want some reassuring.sadly my mood hasnt changed the most since i went to bed. usualy il have a shitty day or night. sleep and forget about it or feel beter but nothing has gotten cleared u yet soo im still at least halfway bad. oh well. i want some friends. ( Read more... )

ya dances arent for me. they showed up 2 hours after they said they would. jada very barely talked to me. it sounds like she was the reason for it and might even sound like she didnt want me there too. maybe. and i just feel shitty shitty. i need a hug.

even if i have the best night of my life tonight if i ever leave. i hope someone knows how liek shit i felt tonight before i actualy left. i kinda feel like i want to cry. i dont do that to often do i? welll hm. lets say this. FUCK YOU! may be to early to say anything i know and sorry if i end up loving it. but. at the moment my head wants to say ( Read more... )

soo i want to call people right now but considering its like 1:30 im not sure if i should. its new years right? it should be allowed?ill just wait untill tomorrow. so whitney called me today. i feel a little bit like an ass. cause i was completely not paying attention cause i was finaly out of the house and playing a game at tonys and distracted. i ( Read more... )

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