i threw away the best thing thats every happend to me and i cant fix it. i know i dont deserve to have catie back. i treated her so bad, but honest to god i loved her, i still love her i was just too fucking stupid to listen to my heart. last night i was drunk and you took care of me, you got me to lye down and you held me and kissed me on the ( Read more... )

im sitting here with a bottle of jack and a bottle of pills ( Read more... )

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its my birthday...............somebody shoot me.

i talked to fran for the first time in a billion years. it was nice.

its 2:10...i have to be at work in 13 and a half hours. i may go se a movie after work. but i probably wont. it shure is quiet. except for my 2 fans that is. i dont even hear anything from outside. its kind of eary.

.........entertain me................

i updated my photo bucket with pics from the show last night, so go check it out.

....i have to get up early tomarow and drive to lake city to pick up christen and then take her to graduation and then to meat one of her friends either in alabama or panama city, then i have to go back and get her on the 1st and she will be staying here till the 6th......im not really sure how to feal about it....

its now almost 4 and im super bored. i added a background image because im bored. i made a thingy in photobucket, its xno-longer-stillx the password is the same as the most hard rockinist photobucket ever so go look at mine and at hers.