i could fall
like a star or
an angel
or just a silly girl
fall for the way
your voice gets soft
and your hands
are rough
and your mind
is sharp
and winds through mine
like your fingers
twisting
in my palm
and my hair
kisses dusting like
snow or powdered
sugar
falling already
past common sense
falling
without a net
knowing already
how hard
i'll

I miss you A, wherever you are, crazy as that sounds...

i wish you were here, the way you were, before things got all crazy...

i've got such a new life now, you wouldn't recognize me...except for the cats....

I gave you all I had ( Read more... )

i don't feel like working so i did a free tarot card reading and compatibility match with Mr. X...so here it is...it seems pretty right on as far as my personality is...his too...take a look ( Read more... )

my head is buzzing and my body feels electric...but for all this psychic energy, i am blank...i came to work today because i couldn't think of anything better to do...i need to vacuum and do laundry but i spent all yesterday afternoon reading...i was exhausted after a day at dog beach and so was my little paco...he crashed out when we got home and ( Read more... )

almost...5...o...clock...

should i...

go to gym?

or go to dad's and beg for money to buy cat food for tucker?

or, i could kill two birds etc and just give tucker all my food...

what is wrong with me? i mean, i know whats WRONG wrong, but i've just been in this keep-my-head-down-stick-close-to-home funk. sure i needed a break from the big bad world after the work-hell of last week, but i think this recent pinched nerve is just a manifestation of my greater fear of engaging in life. if i'm in pain, i can feel justified not ( Read more... )

some days i just want to pack it all in, move to some little town in south of nowhere hicksville, marry a local, breed copiously, gain 400 lbs, drink boxed wine, and eventually choke to death on a chicken wing.

it sounds better than how today is going. bleah.

a happy lazy sunday...happy for some alone time, quiet, sunshine, kitties...this is all i want out of life...and i have it...go me ( Read more... )

hello ( Read more... )