“Trust your brother…until the knife in your back pierces your heart” hmm all too wise words from a very skeptic ex brother. What I have learned in college these past few months…one, lectures are blatantly not necessary….two, believe not of what you hear and only half of what you see….three, never trust people to be there for you no matter what they ( Read more... )

Beware the ides of March...oh God how I hate what I have become...a mindless zombie that turns away from the light and embraces only darkness. I look into her vampire eyes and long for the exhilaration of just one gentle embrace if only for a moment...just to know someone cares can make the difference in this pathetic, forsaken existence. How I ( Read more... )

"check my vital signs and know i am still alive...." i hate waking up from drug enduced sleeps; the worlds a blur and those around as lifeless as the dreams. so many wasted minutes...so many people that i have hurt with my pain that still cry out for revenge in the dream. bottling up pain works...i found it useful..hate a in small dose is as ( Read more... )

And so we come to this; a broken dream that once held the hopes, passions, and drive of a once determined squad. Sadly with the resignation of our coach our program has taken a massive blow. Our competitions are for sure lost and our squad’s morale is shattered. While I try to remain optimistic as to a future for this determined program the ( Read more... )

..you can control me i live deep inside you...each day you feel me devour your soul....

sweet! just got the first set of many college midterms back ( Read more... )

so far so easy. As the days roll by more quickly then they once did i believe that i have found a place that i can majorly excell at. i am now part of Sigma Phi Epsillon (best frat at CSUN) and am having a blast. i have a 4.0 for the first time in my life and i actually have a chance of big time success. Sweet!

His electrifying eyes gazed at his new surrounds…filled with awe and wonderment….waiting on a mountain top…for the sky to strike…lavished with honors...yet feared by most

The lighting rod returns......

While at work I have had time to ponder the very nature of humanity. So I don’t sound like I am goofing off I was assigned a huge movie pull which took a great deal of my time which left me in solitude. I realize I am no Freud but these have been my observations. As humans it is natural for us to seek companionship with other human beings. At this ( Read more... )